Trusting Our Intuition Led Us to Three Angels in Alabama

As I shared on my blog last Saturday, John and I were to be enjoying a three-week vacation mid-March through the first weekend of April. But after one day at our campsite and the fast-developing crisis with COVID-19 we left early Tuesday morning to head back home.

Stories are emerging of beautiful acts of kindness as we all come to grips with what is transpiring in our world. They sure are uplifting me. 

So I wanted to share what happened to us on our brief travels south as it was truly a blessed intervention.

Sunday around 5 pm we’d made our last stop for gas at a small gas station off I-65. After filling the tank of our van, John jumped back in the driver’s seat. When he turned the key in the ignition the dashboard lights lit up and the van wouldn’t start.

He realized that the shifter was loose and wouldn’t go into drive, park or reverse. It was like a wet noodle that wouldn’t shift into any gear.

Now what?!

John went inside the station to ask the clerk to call us a tow truck. As he did, I sat in the van, folded my hands in prayer and said out loud, “God, we could really use a miracle, please.”

When John came back out he fiddled more with the shifter and said, “It must be the linkage that broke.”

We weren’t quite sure what to do at first, but then John came up with a plan. We’d have the tow truck pull us to the nearest wayside where we’d boondock for the night. For those not familiar with boondocking, we’d have a place to sleep in our R-pod, but no electrical or water hook-up—we’d kind of be like truckers who pull over to get some sleep before heading out on the road again. In the morning we’d call a tow truck to take us to the nearest mechanic.

I felt comfortable, well, as comfortable as I could be with that plan. Just then a white pick up truck pulled into the gas station parking lot. I didn’t say it out loud, but I thought to myself, I wonder if that man is a mechanic?

It was only a few seconds later that John said, ” I wonder if that man is a mechanic?”

I looked at him in surprise and said, “He just has to be since we both just thought it!”

A few seconds later another man pulled up in a red pick up truck and walked inside the gas station. When John entered the station again the two men were conversing. John interrupted them to ask if the one was a mechanic.

He indeed was. The other guy owned a tire company and they were buddies. When John  told them what was wrong with the shifter they both said in unison, “It’s the linkage.”

Soon enough they were all standing outside our van. The mechanic crawled underneath and took a look and said the coil that held the links together appeared to have rusted through. We needed a welder.

So, I’m not kidding you. As he discovered this, another man pulls up in a pick-up truck. 

You guessed it. He was a welder and he was buddies with the other two men.

And it gets better… the man had a shop which was only about a mile away. He was willing to fix it for us and said it wouldn’t take long.

So the mechanic got the linkage to work just enough and actually put it in drive which meant we couldn’t stop once we got moving and we couldn’t shift gears or it would break the linkage again. But it would be enough to follow the welder down the road to his shop.

As it turned out, the pin was missing to the coil that held the links together. The man just happened to have one in his shop. He had it fixed within less than a half-hour. All the time he never made eye contact and said very few words.

When John asked what he wanted for fixing he said, “Just a few bucks is fine.” Though John gave him more than that and we were on our way.

I realized as we drove away how both John and my intuition served us well and how had we not followed it the situation would have turned out far differently and cost us so much more.

As we drove down the highway amazed at what unfolded we gave thanks for our prayers being answered and how we were sent three angels disguised as a mechanic, a tire guy, and a welder.

After writing this for my blog, I let it sit before publishing it as I sometimes do.

It was then during the night when I woke thinking about how those three angels could also be called oracles. And oracles being symbols and signs in the outside world that help guide us to our highest good. One never knows how oracles will appear or present themselves.

Typically when I do an oracle reading for myself or a client I do a three-card spread. We begin with the question that the person is pondering.

Then drawing three cards each represents an aspect of the question to guide us to an outcome.

The first card represents the current situation, second card the next right action step, and third card the possible outcome should they follow the suggestion of the next right action card.

Every day our lives are playing out as a story in motion. So thinking about the three angels from Alabama or a.k.a. oracles, here is how I saw it unfold as our story in motion via an oracle reading. Note: I purposely chose three cards from “The Wisdom of the Oracle” that I feel represented each aspect of the unfolding.

Card one – our current situation: Fork in the Road

Our situation was that we were stuck at a gas station on a Sunday evening at 5 pm in a state where we didn’t know anyone and we were in need of a mechanic. We had to come up with a plan of which there were many avenues we could consider.

Card two – Next right action step: Deep Knowing

This is when we’d be asked to be still and tap into our intuition, but most importantly, follow it as it does not always show up as an obvious sign or like a flashing sign saying, “This is it!”

Both John and I had the same thought when a man in a white pick-up pulled into the parking lot – was he a mechanic? We trusted that ‘knowing’ which led us to discover he indeed was a mechanic and that he was also with a man who owned a tire business, who would be another link to what unfolded next.

Our action step was that we needed to move from our current location with help from someone to get our vehicle fixed. The man who had the tire business was symbolic in that he would get us ‘rolling or moving’ to where we could receive the help we needed.

Card three – possible outcome: Blessed

For our situation, the tire man who just happened to know the next man that showed up at the gas station who was a welder. As the mechanic temporarily rigged up the linkage that put the van in drive, we put in place our faith that all would unfold and would help get us on our way as we followed the welder angel to his shop about one mile down the road.

Considering our options (Fork in the Road), following our intuition (Deep Knowing), staying calm, asking for help, and trusting the three men that showed up as our oracles made for a very happy outcome (Blessed).

Seriously! Isn’t this so cool how the universe guides us if we just get out of our own way?

P.S. Perhaps you are wondering about the clerk who called a tow truck? Did the tow truck show up? Turns out when I went inside to ask him to cancel the tow truck he told me did never made the call. For a moment I felt annoyed that he hadn’t but realized soon enough it was all part of the plan. 🙂

xo,

Barbara

Tapping into Our Breath and Purifying Our Hearts. Guidance from Beetle Wisdom.

How are you doing? Know that I think of you often and I’m holding a place of love and peace in my heart for each of you.

So today I pulled two oracle cards for us asking the question: What do we all most need to know right now as we continue to navigate this time of uncertainty?

The first card I pulled from The Wisdom of the Oracle is Breathe and it came out in reverse. In this deck when in reverse it means protection.

I meditated longer than usual this morning and pulling this card I felt myself move to another level of calm and peace and actually let out a sigh when I turned the card over. It’s such a beautiful reminder that we must take time to really breathe right now. When uncertain and afraid, it’s a natural tendency to forget to breathe or breathe shallowly.

So this card is a reminder to check-in with yourself when fear arises. When we take time, even for two minutes to check how we are breathing and stop to take some deep inhales, it helps to settle our nervous system, which at times of fear and uncertainty as we are currently experiencing, puts us into fight or flight mode.

We tend to want to hold our breath when we feel fear as a way to control a certain outcome or situation. More now than ever, we are being called to go within and one of the best ways is through slowing down, tuning into our breath, and listening to our soul. This requires a great deal of trust at times, but I’ve found time and time again how beneficial and helpful it is. Remember to have patience with yourself and that this is a practice. One day, one hour, one moment at a time. We can do this.

When we connect to our breath, we connect to something far greater that is supporting us. It’s something we can tend to forget in times of stress. But our breath brings us back to that connection to how we define our higher power and helps us remember we aren’t alone.

The animal guiding us as we remember to breathe is a card I pulled from Animal Kin Oracle and it is Beetle with the word purity. Did you feel another shift to a more calm place within with that word purity? I sure did.

The symbol above the Beetle is representative of Spirit. When we tap into our breath and slow ourselves down we are cleansing our hearts of fear. When we do so, we can more easily feel that we are protected and being taken care of by an energetic force we can’t see, but can feel if we tap into moments of stillness and taking deeper breaths more often.

Sarah Wilder, author of this deck says this of Beetle: “These curious creatures have the ability to tunnel and burrow to chambers to store food.”

I see this as a message for us that in order to refill our reserves that may be feeling depleted during this time, it’s vitally important right now to take time to journey inward and look at what needs healing for ourselves personally. This will add to the collective in a transformational way as we each do our personal work.

I can’t tell you how often in the last week I’ve thought about the deep healing journey I took two years ago around this exact time as I healed a childhood wound which I wrote about in my newest memoir. I have felt such gratitude for having done that inner work. I feel certain it is what has helped me move through these challenging times with much more ease. I still have my moments of fear as I’m human just like anyone else, but the tools I’ve been practicing and tapping into for the past twenty years have been so helpful to me.

Beetle reminds us that we are being asked to clear out what no longer works, get out of our own way, and open to something far greater than we can even imagine right now.

While the Beetle has a hard shell, it’s wings open to the most beautiful of translucent colors and is such a sweet reminder that we will each experience this too as we stay connected to our breath, focus on healing, and tapping into what most matters. This is what will give our wings new life and together we will bring about a new and better world.

I’m Here to Support You

If you are struggling with how to cope through these challenging times, I’m here to support you with my oracle readings and intuitive guidance sessions. In my own life and the clients I’ve worked with, I’ve been so moved many times at how this simple, but profound tool, often guides us to see a perspective we’d not considered and how that can move us to a space of peace.

So please feel reach out to me if I can be of service to you. I’ve reduced my rates to help during this time to $60 for an hour session. You can email me through my contact page here or barb (at) joyfulpaws (.com) to set up a session.

Much love and peace to you.

xo,

Barbara

This Morning. I heard it and I felt it.

This past Monday, a friend had posted on her Facebook wall asking if other’s were feeling the peaceful energy since the crisis we are experiencing began?

While a part of me was, other parts of me were feeling anxious though I was incorporating meditation two to three times a day, deep breathing, etc. which was helping to keep me grounded.

Before I share what I felt this morning, I have to be honest in telling you that when I saw that post, I was thirteen hundred miles from home. I was feeling quite a bit of guilt for having left on a vacation in our R-pod just three days before. 

Our intention was to be as self-contained as possible which we felt we achieved and John and I took every necessary precaution and came in contact with very few people.

Our plan all along had been to treat this three-week vacation as a test of someday living in a warmer climate for a few months in our R-pod a few months out of the year. So that meant we’d pretty much function as we did at home, only going out to eat one night a week or one day a week for lunch. We hadn’t planned on doing much site seeing, but just relaxing, doing a little work we’d brought along, going for walks and enjoying the warm weather. We wanted to also do the trip as cost-efficient as possible.

Full disclosure is that I had some conflicted feelings before we left. But in the end, John and I felt we’d be okay with the plan we’d made and the fact that we’d be traveling by car (and R-pod). 

On Sunday when the news came of restaurants and bars closing down, the worry of being far from home and questioning the decision we’d made increased the anxiety I was feeling. 

But again, in being honest, I also didn’t want to trap myself in the fear. I still feel that way. While I believe at my core this crisis will bring about a new and better world, the truth is that at times I too feel afraid. But I’m also feeling grateful for the practices I’ve put in place since beginning my spiritual journey twenty years ago as they are the foundation that is helping me.

Monday late afternoon we received notice from the KOA campground office that as of Wednesday they’d be closing indefinitely, though we were free to stay and they’d be available via phone. As I’m sure you’ve all felt in your own way, things just seemed to escalate so fast. It was at times hard to wrap our heads around what was transpiring.

Moments after receiving that notice, John and I sat in our R-pod and talked about how we were feeling. We were sad, mad, disappointed, and a myriad of our own individual feelings, but in the end, we decided to head back home.

I know I can’t live in that space of feeling guilt as it won’t serve me or anyone in a positive way. I also know I have to have compassion for myself. It’s something that really hit home as we were traveling the roads back home, the world still in many ways functioning around us. Coming across town after town along the highway seeing empty parking lots at malls, no lights on in many buildings, and closed signs on many restaurants (though some remained open), there was such diversity in perspective that flashed through my mind. 

And as I circle back to continue to practice self-compassion, I find my heart cracking open more and more, and having compassion for others and their choices and situations, knowing that so many are doing the best they can – that they too are absorbing the enormity of what is unfolding the best they can and in their own time.

This morning as I woke, I looked out the window next to my bed. I keep the shade open about three inches to let in the morning light – and I heard and felt that peaceful energy my friend had written about earlier in the week.

It was, and is, deeply healing. This slowing down and coming back to what truly matters is at the heart of what I believe we are being called to do and this is what I believe will bring about a new world that has been wanting to be birthed for a long time now.

And as I opened the shades on the patio doors, I saw life fluttering about with my winged friends and a red squirrel taking great delight in eating birdseed. This moved me to another level of peace and healing. The animals are here guiding us and to remind us that there is hope. Thank you so much, sweet friends.

Mr. Red Squirrel on my patio table

Much love and peace to each of you.

xo,

Barbara