“Well, Miss Mouse,” I said as I cut her shape out. “I thank you for this lovely insight!”
As it often happens, an animal presents itself to be created into a piece of art. And together as a team we create a bit of magic to be put out into the world.
While cutting around Miss Mouse I heard her say, “Dream.” And so this will be the word that goes on the piece when it’s complete.
But then it went deeper as I realized how art is my own special kind of dream world. A space where my thoughts take a rest and I’m in blissful communion with the animals and natural world. Here, I’m inspired, offered helpful insight, and find comfort, peace, and love each and every time.
When I returned home early April after being gone for seven weeks, I felt uneasy that I might not create again as I wasn’t feeling inspired. Will I get back in the groove again, I wondered? This, along with a swirl of emotions about my Dad progressing in his Parkinson’s and memory loss, and now in assisted living had me moving through many emotions.
But I reminded myself not to put pressure on myself and allow things to unfold organically…
and slowly they did. Deep reflections of how I want to enjoy each precious moment of life while still here and healthy. While also doing some inner work of grief that comes along with changes.
And then just like that, butterfly, snail, and mouse dropped into my mind’s eye asking to be created. And I was called to work on 4 x 4 mini pieces of birchwood panels. Though, honestly, I first found myself resisting the tiny size, but yet, how at peace I find myself in this cozy space away from the big outside world that can often feel chaotic and unsettling.
I know I can’t stay in this dream world. But I can visit and stay awhile and find calm and peace for my heart. And then carry that blissful vibration out into the world not only as myself standing within it, but sharing a part of me through my creation of art I hope will inspire others to feel the same.
XO
Barb
