meditation

Practicing Stillness

IMG_2060Have you ever noticed how well dog’s are at stillness? No practicing required.

We human’s, well, ah-hem, that is another story. Isn’t it interesting how we have to learn to be still?  This should be something we want to do, not something as another “to-do” on our list.

In the “True Self” class I am a part of each week, we are now delving into the Seven Spiritual Laws of Success that Deepak Chopra teaches. This past week we’ve been asked to sit in nature for five minutes each day and we also to just sit in stillness for five minutes each day.

We all have 10 minutes in a day to do this, right? Well, how interesting it is that the mind will find so many other things that are just too important that have to get done.

Today I cranked up the sitting in stillness to 15 minutes. I discovered the timer on my phone and I love it because it is one less thing my mind has to “worry” about.

But as I began this “stillness sitting” today, my mind began racing. I didn’t like the quiet. Which was odd, because often times I crave it. But today, it felt uncomfortable. The thought, “I’ve got too many things to do” floated through my mind. I felt myself wanting to get up out of my chair and start “doing.” I wrestled with my urges and thoughts. I bantered back and forth in my head.

I did my sitting right after lunch as I was feeling sluggish from writing and working all morning. I gave myself permission by inwardly saying, “You deserve this. You will feel great when you are done.” As I granted myself permission, I realized my shoulders, which were just up around my ears practically, gave a sigh of relief and melted back to their right place on my body.

I had a few more anxious moments with my stomach doing a few twirls, but then it happened —this space I had sunk into without realizing it. Time had disappeared and I was but for a millisecond without thought or distraction. Though the moment I realized this, my thoughts returned. But this time more calm, more serene, more centered, and more accepting.

As my timer chimed that time was up a few minutes later, I sat for a moment more, inwardly chuckling and wondering why we make sitting in stillness so difficult at times.

I imagine if Gidget and Kylie knew I put this much thought into meditating and practicing stillness that they would raise their little eyebrows but for a brief moment and sigh as if to say, “You silly human. You make life so complicated.”

And so it is… I continue my practice and observing the lessons of two wise dog’s.

Gardening Meditation. Come Meet My Little Garden Fairy.

gidget in garden 2What is it about this little Miss Gidget? Just when I think she is a Buddha dog, she turns into this darling little fairy who had to help me in the garden this weekend.

She has these mystical, magical qualities about her that I find so endearing. Wherever I am, she is content to sit nearby and soak in the scenery around her.  While yes, I had her tied to the tiny shrub tree nearby, she didn’t seem to mind. She sat, good as could be in her spot watching birds land in the trees around her.

I swear a few times she was actually talking with the birds. It was just a feeling I had because she would sit so still, looking up at a bird sitting in the branch above her.

I’m surprised I even got my gardening done, because I was glancing her way so often. But it was so meditative, just being with her and Kylie (I posted a pic of the two of them “helping” me on Facebook).

By the end of the weekend, with so much activity outside, the little Fairy could hardly keep her eyes open, though she tried with all her might last night while John and I relaxed in the living room.

But pretty soon she could no longer fight it and off to sleep she went with the most content look on her face. A look that made this dog mom’s heart full up with love to know her little one is happy.

Confirmation All Around Us When We Keep Our Eyes (and Heart) Open

energyMy meditation/Yoga altar

Yesterday I shared with you that I had gotten a bit lost lately, falling away from what I call my center. The place that when I am  there I know it is truly who I am and where I am meant to be.

So it shouldn’t  surprise me that this morning when I picked an inspiration card from Dr. Wayne Dyer’s deck of cards (or sometimes I pick a Grace card from Cheryl Richardson), which I often do right before my yoga practice, that it was yet another confirmation of something that had just transpired in my life. The card said “Protect Your Energy Field” and read:

When you find yourself being exposed to uninspiring media onslaughts, turn of the TV, change the radio station, leave the movie theater, put the magazine down, and affirm:  I no longer wish to be in the energy field of anything that isn’t a vibrational match with Spirit.

On Thursday I wrote about how I had gotten involved with some volunteer committee’s which I had become frustrated with and then resigned. I realize in looking back now, how it drained my energy. Then the things I love to do I found I was struggling to have energy to do.

While yes, there were many other issues regarding why I resigned, of which were not fault of my own, it was Spirit tapping me on the shoulder reminding me once again to protect my energy to be the best me I can be.

I smiled giving thanks for this reminder once again. But more than that for all the years of inner work I’ve done on myself, and continue to do, that I live in this awareness of living from following my heart. It may take me awhile to find my way back again, but when I do, it sure makes the joy all the more sweeter.