I was restless today and the lake was calling my name… sometimes a new view can help clear up the cobwebs in one’s mind.
When I began writing my children’s book in March 2008 I did not think about the editing process. Quite frankly if I had, it would have made me stop writing my book. Why does the editing process have to be so scary? But, in my heart I know I want to tell my story of Frankie. I also keep the words from my mom echoing in my mind, “Tell your story from your heart.” I think that is the best advice ever. By living from my heart and finding that place inside me when I feel stuck, it keeps me moving forward. Thanks, Mom (I have a really smart Mom, don’t I?)
The task of doing yet another edit for my book was on my plate and I needed to tackle it, but I wanted a fresh new look at it, so to speak. So, I packed up Frankie, my writing supplies and headed to Lake Michigan.
On the way there I listened to podcasts on writing, which always get my juices flowing and helps me feel not alone in the many feelings I go through. When I arrived I found a perfect spot in the shade. The wind was gently out of the east, blowing through the open windows of my car… it felt peaceful and resourceful.
I started out with writing my quest to be read at my Women’s Writing Circle this Thursday evening. Though it took a good 15 minutes staring at the lake to coax it out of me! Frankie and I then went for a walk and soaked up the warm sun and relished in the free spirits of the seagulls and geese. After that I took out my manuscript and read Frankie’s story once again. I realized as I finished, that the editing process is not so bad afterall. I have made it this far, through tough critique from my writing circle and continue to persevere. Whew, that feels good! What keeps me going I sometimes wonder? As I tucked the manuscript into my black straw writing bag, I looked beside me at this sweet face…
She is the reason my heart continues to follow its path, to tell her story, to share her with others, to leave a positive impact on the world.