Oh, this was hard today. Moved back out of MySpace.calm. I am temporarily set up in our living room. I made sure to have my temporary desk (which is a card table) facing south which looks out into our back yard. Being a part of nature inspires me daily.
John begins installing the floor today! As much as I hated to leave my sacred space, I know the end result will be so worth it. Initial though was a pine painted floor, but John said he thought I deserved to have a nice floor in my room. So, maple hardwood is being installed. Sometimes I wonder who is enjoying this process more, John or I? To have a husband who truly understands my needs and responds with love makes me feel blessed beyond words.
I am one who believes the Universe sends us messages often. We just have to want to be open to them. When they happen and you are open to it, it is life altering. I have had many moments like that in my life since I began to live authentically. Yesterday a message came through that struck my heart with deep love. As you may know, I began my authentic, spiritual journey because of Cassie Jo and the lesson she taught me to realize life is short, take notice, and live your dreams. Cassie Jo had many, many nicknames, one of which was Billy Jo. Don’t ask me to explain, too long to do so. HA! Anyways, John was stacking the maple floor on sawbucks in the garage yesterday. The flooring is inspected at the manufacturing facility and stamped with the inspectors name. The name stamped on the bottom was, Billie Jo. I have no doubt it was Cassie Jo’s message to me that she is still with me, reminding me to continue with my dreams, no matter what. Her message could have not been more timely for me as I had been struggling with some tough emotions lately and she just reinforced for me that I am on the right path. Oh, how I wish I could put my arms around her and hug her for that. But I also know she knows I did that just by believing in the message she sent.